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Directed energy harassment -- a personal account

My story as an activist being targeted by an ongoing campaign of harassment
If you're an anti-war activist, a 9-11 truth activist, or simply a thorn in the side of the ruling elite, you may have been a target of non-lethal weaponry and/or assigned harassment, without even knowing it. How can I make this claim? Well, I don't have signed confessions or "60 Minutes style" leaked documents, but I'm a good observer and compiler of anecdotal evidence, and I believe I've been the target of such dirty tactics since November 2001. Please read on before you label me paranoid, (  http://www.onlinejournal.com/Commentary/011004Hasty/011004hasty.html ) won't

One category of "non-lethal" weapons ( www.datafilter.com/mc/nonlethalWeapons.html ) are those which use directed
energy such as microwaves and Extremely Low (wave) Frequencies (ELF). This stuff isn't exactly rocket science. I've read ( www.bugsweeps.com/info/electronic_harassment.html )that a directed energy weapon can be made from an old microwave and parts bought from Radio Shack. If you blast someone with microwaves, they're going to become agitated, nervous and sick. That's not hard to believe, is it?

I guess the thing that's hardest to believe is that anyone -- let alone our own government would do such a thing. However, this becomes less difficult to believe when you consider the pepper-spraying of an infant at the Portland anti-Bush protest, the FBI's sinister COINTELPRO operations exposed by Frank Church in the 1970's and the horrendous psychological torture inflicted on inmates at Abu Ghraib and Guantanamo Bay. Especially when you consider the fact that the perpetrators of this torture may be independent contractors with no obvious connection to the US government.

In October 2001, I did enough reading and research on the subject to become totally convinced that the official narrative of what took place on September 11th was a load of hogwash. Worse than that, it was obviously hogwash — yet no press agency or legislative body were asking any questions — perhaps not surprising in light of the various anthrax threats perpetrated against them that month. Distraught at the prospect of our country morphing into a fascist state,

I fired off a letter to the editor, several e-mails, and plastered a bunch of flyers around town. Admittedly, these are not the actions of your typical, well-adjusted citizen. But how many crisis-era activists fit the description of "typical" and "well-adjusted?"

Not long after this, my home life, already strained, became intolerable. I couldn't think clearly and had to drop out of my courses one by one. Prior to this I had maintained a 4.0 average in my university's Master's Program in Geography. By Christmas the man with whom I was raising my two toddlers took them out of state, supposedly to visit relatives for the holidays and give them a break from the unbearable stress. I soon discovered he had no intention of returning. I was a wreck. I quit my job as a Teacher's Assistant and eventually quit school to chase after my family using money from my student loans. I found myself unable to remember events from one day to the next, which ended up severely damaging my already distant relationship with my parents.

As I look back on it, from the outside it must have seemed like I'd suddenly gone crazy, losing my capacity to think logically. This was understandable to a point — I was under a terrific amount of emotional and financial strain. But that doesn't explain (to me, anyway) the day I drank a cup of cocoa from the hotel lobby, went back to my room, and immediately felt drugged. Most notably I felt extremely laid back and really, really good — the exact opposite of the oppressive, jangled despair I'd been feeling for weeks. I can imagine that being in that state would tend to make someone extremely suggestible. Realizing what must have happened to me, I forced myself to get up and leave the room. As I did, I noticed that it was very difficult for me to walk — and my gait resembled the staggering gait I've noticed in footage of a captive John Walker Lindh and also in prisoners entering Guantanamo Bay Prison.

I got to the hotel lobby and plopped down on the couch. I noticed a big guy in sweats and a buzz cut looking at me oddly. I laid my head back and closed my eyes in a stupor which must have resembled sleep. A bit later the buzz cut guy was gone but I could hear a hushed male voice using the payphone around the corner. "she's here on the damn couch ...!"

I lived in hotels from January until May in 2002. I had serious trouble sleeping. My nerves were frazzled; I kept feeling weird sensations somewhere between being burned and being shocked — from the inside out. I later found out that these symptoms are typical of a directed energy attack. Of course, at the time, I attributed my state to the emotional anguish of losing my family.

Here I'd like to point out my contention that an activist's family is often the first target of a harassment campaign. That's because these guys' foremost goal is to knock out their targets' support systems -- and there is no greater support system than a victim's family. After that comes one's job and church affiliation. In the last two years, I've seen every one of these aspects of my life come under attack. But I'm not the only one this has happened to. For a great case study of systemized harassment, read the last quarter of David Moorehouse's ( www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ASIN/0312964137/bookc1icquecafere/104-1132545-8118307 ) _Psychic Warrior_. BTW, Colonel Moorehouse is an expert on non-lethal weapons and has written about them as well.)

At the beginning of 2002, I became as serious as a person with such meager resources could possibly be about disseminating the truth about 9-11. To be frank, it was a classic case of displacement. I felt totally powerless against my own personal and domestic demons — so I expressed all my vitriol towards the treasonous Bush gang. I posted to newsgroups, distributed pamphlets, even stood out on the street corner with a sign — "Bush is lying about 9-11." Regardless of my reasons, what I was doing was dangerous in the eyes of some very powerful people. I found it impossible to get a job an soon ran out of money, and I believe the directed energy attacks intensified. I soon suffered a nervous breakdown (from which I made a remarkable recovery once I removed myself from that toxic environment). Not long after that, I would be forced to stay in homeless shelters (  http://portland.indymedia.org/en/2002/07/104466.shtml ).

I'm not the only "Enemy of the State" to lose my home the minute I open my mouth, believe me. Mike Ruppert of www.fromthewilderness.com became homeless for two years, unable to find a job and subjected to extreme psychological stress after exposing the CIA's involvement with drug-running (  http://portland.indymedia.org/en/2002/04/103438.shtml
). Voxfux of voxfux.com hid out from the FBI after they raided his apartment, crashing on the couches of friends( link to www.guerrillanews.com).

Here's a couple of personal anecdotes I have about directed energy harassment:

Once, a "homeless" guy I was attracted to persuaded me to leave the Salvation Army to ride with him and his friends to another town. When I got there, I found myself in a place with no shelter at all. Another guy offered to let me stay at his place and since he didn't seem to be interested in me sexually I took him up on it. I slept in a little room with a couch on it. I was covered up on the couch when the guy asked it he could come in and get something from the closet. I said sure. I was facing away from him, but as he was digging the closet I heard a click, as if he had switched something on. He quickly left, and I was suddenly gripped with the same feeling I'd had just before I entered the Crisis Center: a raw-nerved, electrical feeling reminiscent of how I sometimes feel near high voltage wires, magnified a hundred times. Only moments before, I had felt relatively calm (given the situation) and had a plan as to what I was going to do. Yet immediately after the guy left the room, I became panicky, even suicidal. I came dangerously close to bolting out of the room and jumping off a nearby bride. Knowing what I know now, I am convinced that this mood was artificially induced through wave-frequency technology.

Fortunately, I quickly left and got back to the town where my kids were, where I stayed in various shelters. While I lived with other people, I never had a problem with a directed energy attack. I did, however, have quite a bit of difficulty securing a job. The only jobs I could get were low-end jobs where the employer had essentially hired me on the spot. At this point I'll mention that I have a lot of computer skills and a college degree. I can't even remember all the times when I thought I'd be perfect for a particular position and I couldn't even get an interview.

Perhaps my applications, inquiries and resumes never even made it through the mail. I rarely received any acknowledgements and I know people don't always get my e-mail and voice mail. Once I even got a received a letter (inviting me to a church function) that was two weeks late but had no post mark on it.

For example, my brother never got my phone message to wish him a happy birthday. He did, however, receive all kinds of harassment from creditors looking for me -though I never gave them his address - I didn't even know it! Funny they never called me, since I had a listed phone number during the 6 months I was eventually employed.

At that time I became a member of Open Arms United Methodist church, which blessed me with a great deal of financial and psychological support. I volunteered to run the media/sound board during services. Things were going great until a couple runs into my stint as church sound technician. It appeared as if someone was deliberately messing with the controls so that things would go wrong with the soundboard, making me look (and feel) foolish and incompetent during the service. Finally I took to coming very early to make sure everything went smoothly and no one had time to mess with the controls. I got an idea of who was behind the mayhem from who kept coming upstairs where the soundboard was, seemingly frustrated at my continued presence. This same person (a well - respected member of a large Methodist church there to assist our smaller, "mission outreach") once came up just before the service, did something in a nearby storage area, and left. I immediately felt the discomfort of what I then recognized as a wave—frequency attack. I went back into the storage area and discovered a large brown box, resembling a '70's—era amplifier, which had been switched on. I switched it off and went back to my board with no further problems. I'm ashamed to say, however, this incident led me to stop attending that church. The atmosphere had morphed from being supportive to stressful, and again a valuable source of support slipped though my fingers.

I'm well aware that everything I've said so far can be easily written off as paranoia - but that's by design. The "beauty" of directed energy weapons is that they can increase brain wave frequency to a state of disabling agitation - a state virtually indistinguishable from acute paranoia. So no one ever investigates any individual cases because they're all coming from people who (a) live alone, (b) exhibit symptoms of paranoia, and (c) are usually financially insolvent. In other words, considered in isolation, these victims resemble head-cases. However, I think if anyone bothered to study these complaints en masse, a pattern would emerge. Namely, many of these people are doing something some very powerful people don't like.

I was at an anti-war rally (I think sometime this January) and I felt the same weird energy I had by that time associated with Extremely Low Frequency (ELF) generators. I also noticed that the speakers mentioned at least three people who had wanted to be there, or give a speech, but couldn't make it because of illness or an accident. The COINTELPRO investigations of the 1970's need to be re-opened. I think there are egregious violations against the health, security, and sanity of conscientious dissenters taking place right now, as we speak, perhaps against you or someone you love. We need to take action now.

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not directed energy 07.Sep.2004 22:18

you are paranoid


you write very well, though. i wish you the best.

Thanks for your expert opinion 08.Sep.2004 09:48

Jody Paulson

Whether I'm paranoid or not, I've sure not been able to post as much as I used to after I lost my computer and any means to support myself. We better not hope the fascists get any ideas from my post if they don't use them already, because you have to admit, a program like I've just described would sure be effective towards neutralizing any political opponents.

it was me, but now ill stop 08.Sep.2004 11:52


i was trying to cook the pizza the aliens placed inside your head.

but really, ive seen a 130 some page signed affidavit by a lady named something like karen dobson that said the same. but then again, theres somebody my friend knows who says the same thing; but one day for no reason she bought five volvos(rich) and listen; theres NO WAY im going to trust someone who buys 5 volvos wihtout a cause. (plus she used tinfoil like karen and the thing with that is that it'd probably just fry your nugget worse anyway... you ever put metal in a microwave?)


p.s. what are you waiting for? lavender?!

yes, they have the power to make you crazy 08.Sep.2004 16:36

now that you're crazy, you need to learn to cope

People lose their shit all the time. People's motivational structures collapse. If the philosophy you grew up with doesn't make sense any more, whaddaya got left? People have been "losing their minds" and having "nervous breakdowns" since the dawn of time -- since long before the invention of microwave devices, for instance.

Just because you're upset and agitated doesn't mean you're upset and agitated BY or ABOUT anything. Your brain is an organ in your body, and obviously for SOME REASON it's not working "right" like most "productive citizens'" brains do. It might help for you to try to stop worrying about WHY you're not like other people any more (if you ever were) and just consider on a day-to-day basis how you're going to cope with it.

Even IF the Man is out to get ya, it doesn't sound like you've got the power to prove it or to stop what he's doing.

And, really, just because you're upset about Bush doesn't mean he's upset about you. You don't get to have reciprocal, one-on-one relationships with public figures and historical disasters. Maybe you should concentrate on some kind of "activism" that's a little more related to your actual personal life, that the people around you can relate to and care about WITH you.

I don't mean to condescend here. I'm trying to be helpful.

You are not paranoid, but the people who torture you are. 11.Nov.2004 20:12

William Tell

Here in sunny Ocala, FL I deal with many of the same issues that you do. And some that are so far out that I can't mention them here(read Barbara Hartwell's story for an idea). And I dealt with them in Albuquerque from 1974-1982, Hartford from 1982 - 1987, Winter Springs FL 1987-1990, Atlanta 1990-1991,Pennsylvania from 1991-1999. The torturers are real, the technology is real and the motives are many.
Here are the key players in my particular situation:
*Catholic church and Pentecostal cult groups (I was subjected to priest sex abuse in New York and New Mexico as a child, and other sex abuse as an adult)
*Organized crime
*Intelligence agencies
*Scientific/medical groups
*Military related
The corrupt elements of these different groups seem to operate under the covering of a supra-mafia type organization that I refer to as 'The Network'. I can't prove that, but I have a basic mental image of how the entire thing is structured. They do Satan's bidding, no matter what is required, and in exchange they receive wealth, demonic power and influence.

The first microwave attacks I recieved began in 1974 in Albuquerque, NM. I lived close to Sandia Labs, our next-door neighbor worked for them as well. People at our church worked at Sandia labs and at Kirtland AFB. It accelerated greatly as time went on, and today's EM attacks are far more devastating than those I endured as a teenager in the 1970's. My mom and I have manifested certain 'psychic' and supernatural gifts and abilities and we suspect that's the reason we were targeted originally. We are true Christians and have been turned away by every church that we have gone to for support. All of our relationships with relatives and former friends have been poisoned. The churches are in on the entire agenda, Catholic, Pentecostal and Protestant alike. The medical community seems to be partially co-opted as well. This whole town reminds me of the song 'Too Late for Love" by Def Leppard; a very creepy place that is crawling with perps of every variety. I have been stalked, harassed, experimented on, slandered, blacklisted and tortured without end since 1974. Moving around the country never helped me find relief. I learned of Eleanor White's www.raven1.net site five years ago, and as I began to contact other victimized people, the attacks on my life intensified dramatically (if that were actually possible).
My faith keeps me going, and I know that the Lord will supply what I need when I need it. Stay strong, Jody and walk with Him no matter how bad it gets. After 30 years of this insanity I am still here and am going to go through until the very end. We win in the end, and the perps will face final reckoning at that time, maybe sooner.


GATOR56 gator56@earthlink.net

dear jody:
you may be at risk. please seek some professional help. you may be suffering from a form of schizophrenia. is there any history of it in your family tree? something to consider.

dont listen to the narrow minded 'mental health professionals' 22.Aug.2005 01:03

johno seksiperek@mail.com

so yes..
for those who have been gang stalked, and know it.. like myself. PLEASE dont listen to these so called mental health professionals who tell you that your paranoid, they put alot of effort into making you beleive its all symptoms of some imagined mental disease, so they can pump you full of mind numbing drugs which will turn off all psychic abilities and lower your IQ..

The big drug companies are part of no internet conspiracy.. There have been many REAL books and REAL studies done on the massive influence of drug companies over doctors and the FDA. THeyre in on the gang stalking coz they have alot to gain from it, more paranoia = more sales of VERY expensive drugs, which have never been proven to be much more effective than placebo's.

HAH, do some reading. and peace to yall.

this shit is everywhere 28.Oct.2005 16:08

i feel you

i've been a target for five years now ive seen alot of stuff and met alot of people who have given me info on this or have spoke freely on what they do knowing i was the target they still hung around me i learned alot about there traits and its always the same every where i go it takes a strong mind to deal with all this stuff these people are even family members i dont talk to cause of how they took advantage of me god is watching them and will deal with them but untill then we all suffer i have leaned alot about them on the net and its all true i live in san jose ca. and there is only a few stronge like my self who dont participate in there cowardice acts. Educate yourself and take steps to protect yourself against the weak enemy. I have caught individuals red handed trying to follow me peaking out the window and once hitting my window with a stick late at night and i have beat the shit out of a few for stuff like this then told them why i did after. Things would cool down for a while then start up again my whole family is involed my sister felt sorry for me and told me the truth about some stuff but rarely people are scared to talk about these things but i am not. I will tell any one to there face if i catch them . alot of owners are into this stuff to me its just something to do for people with boreing lifes beware of the infinity phone tap get a switch at radio shack it alows you to switch from handset to headset use the headset swicth on w/out a headset plugged into it and when your phone will not be used to listen to your conversations whilr the phone is down on the hook. There is alot of stuff that works good for securing your communications use . From time to time i play the gosple on t.v. loud or watch commedy it sends out a happy or good fibe all around and calmes the gangstalkers a little also pray for this people and stay close to your higher power he will guide you through. Good Luck

God help America 09.Nov.2005 03:22


I'd say the best thing for the US would be to put lithium in the drinking water.
Are you all this mad or are there even madder folk out there ?
Must go now, the directed energy weapon pointed at my bladder makes me need a pee.

I'm a targeted Individual Also 02.Jan.2006 17:03

John Hughes jhughes164@yahoo.com

I have had similar, almost identical even, experiences. And there is a highly organized group that does the same thing in Canada, as well as the US, where it began. The perpetrators won't let me have a job and ground me down into taking Social Security ("Disabled"). And of course they had the doctors lined up to make it all happen, as well as incarcerate me in hospital with no organic conditon.

And yes, the police force is in on it too, and they also like to pull fires nearby to get the fire department on it. Noise assault and "enhancement" all day long, followed everywhere in public, action-at-a- distance control through unconventional physics/technology. Its sick, venal, and no one can touch them.

Gang Stalking / Canada / Web Links 16.Jan.2006 16:21

Gerry Duffett gerryduffett47@yahoo.com


Gerry Duffett
Pager # 416-612-5689

it's real 22.Feb.2006 15:47

hated in america

Yes this is real. I get type I harassment mainly, (gangstalking). I have been getting it for nearly 20 years and maybe before then because I read that when you first notice it is NOT when it actually began. Everyone is "in" on it. Family is no help at all. Since I have been a target so long I had less to lose (no spouse no children no good job) but what little I had they took. And they still take and take. I have to take the benefits also and have been roped into taking the pills in the past. Faith in God is all we seem to have at times. The part I read in your article about having trouble in church was painful and all too true.

Stalked Not Paranoid 28.Feb.2006 16:49


No, you are not paranoid. Unless you've experienced multistalker harassment it is nearly impossible to believe or understand. I'm not a whiz regarding energy directed weapons but there is plenty of infomation concerning them and anyone who thinks that they wouldn't be used for very nasty things is someone that needs to ask themselves why they are so gullible as to believe they don't exist and even if they did, wouldn't be used for experimental and punitive purposes. No doubt they've been kept quiet but have leaked out into the criminal elements. The stalking tactics have been created around the symptoms of paranoia, so that they are difficult to relate to others without seeming like psychological illness. C'mon, disbelievers. With all the stalking and harassment being reported, you can't possibly believe that there are that many paranoid people in the world.
Watch out for disinfomation agents, though. They are there to discredit the real targets.

Gang Stalking / Electronic Harassment / Workplace Mobbing / Canada 10.Mar.2006 15:59

Gerry Duffett gerryduffett47@yahoo.com







Gerry Duffett

Pager # 416-612-5689

Gangstalking in PORTUGAL 27.Mar.2006 12:46

Paula Neves rogercavok@msn.com

The same thing is happening to me and my father here in Portugal.We are being harassed for the last 5 years, including electronic harassment, and being submited to a 24 hours surveillance, 7 days a week. This scum has access to the appartment above mine and mantains a vigil around my residence. Except for a few occasions, I didn't leave my home for the last 4 years. They also made contact and envolved my neighbors and family on this, as well anyone with whom we try to contact and our personal relationships. From the information that, for the past 5 years, my father and I colected about this individuals, this are very well financed groups that, at least in Portugal,envolved the media and politicians from the 2 main political parties, and have not only the cooperation, but the active participation of many members of the portuguese police (P.S.P. and P.J.)who also cover up all their actions. This groups include hundreds of people and are growing in number accross the entire country. From my knowledge, this methods were first used in Germany by the National Socialist Party and then developed by extremist groups.

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Another gangstalking victim 06.May.2006 21:52


This is happening to us in Washington State. Stalking, harassment, theft, neighbors involved, everyone takes pictures of us, and they immitate things we say or do in our home.

Surveillance installed somehow in our home. Anyone know anything about this stuff? You can see some sort of lighting from IR type surveillance inside our home but not sure how to locate. We have young children who are being watched by these disgusting perverts as well. Need as much info on this hi-tech surveillance as possible.

Why is this happening? Are they stalking in order to rape or kidnap?
What's the purpose behind it? Seem's like they are spending enormous amounts of $$ on each target. Where does the money come from? Maybe the IRS should be watching these groups to make sure they are paying all of their taxes!:)


MOSTAFA HOSNY moe_hosny@yahoo.ca

I encourage every person who had been subjected to DIRECTED ENERGY RADAR ATTACKS FROM thousands of miles away to write a complaint against the government ruling the country where he os she is residing:

Petitions Unit
High Commissioner for Human Rights
1211 Geneva 10, Switzerland.


(519) 991 7461
Windsor, Ontario Canada

Contact the United Nations 24.Mar.2007 05:17

Mostafa Hosny moe_hosny@yahoo.ca

Please write a complaint to the UN

Petitions Unit
1211 Geneva 10, Switzerland.

Fax 4122 917 9022

519 991 7461

Protecting yourself from psychotronic attack 21.Jun.2007 18:25

Prayer works.

If you think the "attacks" against you go deeper than 3-D technology, check out this article:

Same in Germany 26.Jan.2008 03:54


I stumbled over this board and only like to add that this phenomenon is also known at least by me here in Germany.
Lost two jobs because of mobbing. First in 1994 which is usually intended as a life-time job as an officer. Only reason to supsend me from my job was if had become a thief.
Because I didn't and do do such things, these people mobbed me out.

This was only the beginning. I'm harrassed since then more or less open. In past almost open because I got a name for my phenonemum and I stroke back with public available informations about my group of crazies.

After all I read I'm sure that this is not restricted to one group, it must be somewhat like a school who educates people in destroying others. And these people come to the top of organizations because they are inconsiderate and are educated to go to the top of organizations. No matter of the costs. Lost souls with no ethics anymore.

Thank you for reading