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Letter from a soldier who'll never come home...

When we say "Bush lied, people died"...this is what it's about. Lives destroyed...American and Iraqi. How many families torn apart? And how many more before this madness ends? This is Bush's legacy...
From the New York Times:

Excerpt of a letter from Army Pfc. Jesse A. Givens, 34, of Springfield, Mo. Private Givens was killed May 1 when his tank fell into the Euphrates River after the bank on which he was parked gave way. This letter was written to be delivered to his family if he died. Melissa is his wife, Dakota his 6-year-old stepson and Bean the name he used for his son, Carson, who was born May 29.

My family,

I never thought that I would be writing a letter like this. I really don't know where to start. I've been getting bad feelings, though and, well, if you are reading this. . . .

The happiest moments in my life all deal with my little family. I will always have with me the small moments we all shared. The moments when you quit taking life so serious and smiled. The sounds of a beautiful boy's laughter or the simple nudge of a baby unborn. You will never know how complete you have made me. You saved me from loneliness and taught me how to think beyond myself. You taught me how to live and to love. You opened my eyes to a world I never dreamed existed.

Dakota . . . you taught me how to care until it hurts, you taught me how to smile again. You taught me that life isn't so serious and sometimes you just have to play. You have a big, beautiful heart. Through life you need to keep it open and follow it. Never be afraid to be yourself. I will always be there in our park when you dream so we can play. I love you, and hope someday you will understand why I didn't come home. Please be proud of me.
Bean, I never got to see you but I know in my heart you are beautiful. I know you will be strong and big-hearted like your mom and brother. I will always have with me the feel of the soft nudges on your mom's belly, and the joy I felt when I found out you were on your way. I love you, Bean.

Melissa, I have never been as blessed as the day I met you. You are my angel, soulmate, wife, lover and best friend. I am sorry. I did not want to have to write this letter. There is so much more I need to say, so much more I need to share. A lifetime's worth. I married you for a million lifetimes. That's how long I will be with you. Please keep my babies safe. Please find it in your heart to forgive me for leaving you alone. . . . Teach our babies to live life to the fullest, tell yourself to do the same.

I will always be there with you, Melissa. I will always want you, need you and love you, in my heart, my mind and my soul. Do me a favor, after you tuck the children in. Give them hugs and kisses from me. Go outside and look at the stars and count them. Don't forget to smile.

Love Always,

Your husband,

Jess

homepage: homepage: http://www.nytimes.com/2003/11/11/opinion/11INTRO.html

Blah 10.Nov.2003 20:51

JP Cupp

Yes "bush lied.. people died." and you expose yourself as an american chauvenistic piece of crap by expressing more concern for these legitamite military targets and occupiers that died, than the people of iraq who , even if combatants, are the victims of unprovoked aggression.

Is that a "legitamite" criticism? 10.Nov.2003 21:10

angry

Did I, Cupp? "Lives destroyed...American and Iraqi. How many families torn apart?" I thought I was expressing concern for everyone who's being destroyed over there. Silly me.

Oh, and buy a dictionary...helps with those hard words. Or am I being "chauvenistic"?

Chinese Proverb 10.Nov.2003 21:36

You and me against the World ...

If you stand straight, do not fear a crooked shadow.

Touche! 11.Nov.2003 03:45

Bryan

Do you actually believe in "legitamite [sic] military targets," Cupp? Doesn't that kind of presuppose a legitimate military and a legitimate war?

And what is more chauvinistic: morning the deaths on BOTH sides, or only the deaths of those on whose side you sympathize?

Think about it.

Touche! 11.Nov.2003 04:08

Bryan

Do you really believe in "legitamite [sic] military targets," Cupp? Doesn't that presuppose a legitimate military and a legitimate war?

And which is more chauvinistic: morning the deaths on BOTH sides, or only the deaths of those on whose side you sympathize?

Think about it.

Touche! 11.Nov.2003 04:15

Bryan

Do you really believe in "legitamite [sic] military targets," Cupp? Doesn't that presuppose a legitimate military and a legitimate war?

And what is more chauvinistic: morning the deaths on BOTH sides, or only the deaths of those on whose side you sympathize?

Think about it.

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Re 11.Nov.2003 05:44

Bryon

It is chauvenistic to suggest this is not a legitamite war... for IRAQI RESISTANCE FIGHTERS!!
To compare unprovoked aggression to national defense, and fighting for self-determination is aburd. Of course their are legitimate military targets, otherwise shooting a GI on Foreign soil as they occupy your soil is the same as offing an 8 year old girm on her way to easter sunday services.

regarding last post 11.Nov.2003 15:45

JP CUpp

I wrote the last post and intended title it byron not suggest wrongfully that byron is the author the post called "re" is mine.

More Reality 11.Nov.2003 19:19

local

I'm glad to see sensitizing about the real destruction of war. We won't get it from the tube or infotainment spin and wash sources - discounting hypocritical sentimentality, which I can relate was probebly the canon this report came through. I want more and more and more and more truth about these days of war. Our nation turns with anxiety in it's sleep as it eliminates those who stand in the way of power. Like the native americans, who to power exist only to the degree to which they are ceasing to exist, soldiers and people in Iraq and Afganistan, prisoners in the states, all will be invisible until the heart sees them.