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Faded In Portland...indepth...

um...'living' off of Burnside...with a crackhead-custy...
bein' homeless...in P-town..for a couple months..a 'street kid'.
Finding myself emotionless...motioning to someone. There's nothing. No one stops. There is an emptiness flowing. The state of remembering... has been lost. A void has begun. Part be piece, breaks away... from what i once thought was...hmmm... I am still one, of which understanding cannot come to be, rather, from time, to the space....time. The morning brings a light, leading on the different... not quite new... yet serene..in a sketch kindah way... as for the 'light' is dark. Stained. As it usually is in the P-town fog...on mornings such as those... confusion does grip the thought process. Simply an unusable signal...perhaps... Or maybe jus' m,ystic vapors... flowing through the air.

there's more to come....when you're ready.

Promoting peace in chaos.

Portland is a game....
street game.
drugs rule some people.
it's really the other way around ...
understand that.....before you take that shot.
more? 25.Dec.2001 19:22

Tyler

i want more illusions...gimme more.?.

more please 25.Dec.2001 20:02

mE2

tell us about subroutines and shadow agendas in shanghai tunnels.

thanx for the poetic break.

response to the moping 25.Dec.2001 21:10

random

Hey KID!

There is a hell of a lot more to do in Portland than hang out on Burnside whining and 'spanging your way through the winter! Don't waste your life trying to scrape some poetic justice out of your deliberately poverty stricken existence! Fucking get up and DO something!

(Sorry, it's hard to hear rampant whining from someone who is probably capable of getting shit odne in the world)

RANDOM ......i got 'over it'. 26.Dec.2001 13:58

Faded havinillusions420@yahoo.com

well...the reason i was 'stuck' in Portland was a very unfortunate experience....i strived to seek help from the Greenhouse shelter....they did not help me....so, drugs are a nature of seconds..it was easier....
i got the fuck outtah Portland....because of all the bullshit drama....i got over it...and moved on with my life.
so fuck you...i wasn't whinning...jus' showing people what is REALLY going on.....
so if i offended you....screw off....chill...out..breathe....it's gonna be o.k.
and i'm an adult that was stuck in a Fuckede up situation trying not to get fuckin' killed...ok?
can you handle that? cauz' i did....and got over it.
i suggest you do the same.

Celine? 27.Dec.2001 10:48

Chris Pangle fan_letters@hotmail.com

Your writing style seems very remenescent (if not a direct rip off) of Celine. You ever read him?

-Chris Pangle